another day

Today is my dads birthday! The old man be at work now and is kinda testy so im sceptical on engaging conversation with him. Yesterdays first update was commented on by none other than the ex!!! Am I surprised? not really. If you are reading this then I say this to you, MAKE UP YOUR MIND! Evidently you care of the relationship I have with Laci. If you didnt you would bring the hypocritical statement of her replacing you. I still crack up about that because you state you are in love with Brett. You say that to every1 but you then say you miss me and love me. I have a question, if you loved me, then why did you LIE TO ME?! Is it because you are totally heartless or just clueless. I am the most forgiving person around here and if you would have just told me the truth I would have accepted it. But i had to find out you lied all while i defended you and LOVED you. Why? You believed the Stephanie thing and loathed me for it and all it was was a rumor. TOTAL CRAP! I heard the stephan curtin thing and shut it down as crap right off the bat. Why? Because i trusted you. So now im a fool. You made me into a fool. I was stupid in trusting you and believing you. I believed you wen you missed me and loved me, I believed you wen you said that i was the greatest thing that happened to you, I believed you wen you said that i treated you good(and i did to the best of my ability). If you have any idea of how much pain you created in my life you would never speak again. I loved you! I always did and you took that for granted seeing that i was gullible. You knew my weaknesses and used them against me. I am broken now. Are you happy? Brett, I pity you for being with such a decieving young lady.